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Wow, it's been a while. It seems like another lifetime ago. It's crazy.

I sometimes think of all the friends I made on LJ, Twitter, Xanga (remember that?) and Tumblr back in the 00s and wonder what happened to them all. It's sad to think that at one point they were my only friends, now I can't even remember their names.

But we have to keep moving forward, always.

If I could have told my 14-year-old self what my life would be like now, I never would have believed it. Sometimes it feels like so much has changed and I'm a completely different person, sometimes it feels like nothing has changed except the surroundings.

Anyway, to anyone who's reading this, I hope you're well. And thank you for being there all those years ago. To some people online friendships may seem like nothing, but back then I can tell you, they were important to me.

Take care,
Bethany.
xxx
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A-Level Results :)

Hey everyone.
I got into Keele! Yayyy! The uni I wanted to go to :)
So I got my results on Thursday. In the AS module I got 118/120 and in the A2 module I got 120/120! Gan you believe that?! 100% in the crime module?! I can't believe I didn't drop one mark!
Yay, I'm so proud of myself, haha XD So yeah, I got an A overall, a little disapointed I didn't do better in the media module in January to get an A* overall, but I guess it doesn't matter now.
On results day (and after I found out I got 100%) I was hoping to see my teacher so, you know, he could praise me ;) haha. No I was hoping to see him for, you know, the last time, haha. But he wasn't there so I guess I'll never see him again. He was really nice.

So I think uni starts in mid September but I can't be sure of the exact date till I get the information throught the post. I'm really nervous, haha, I don't make friends very well. Kinda worried I'll end up not making any friends, but we'll see :)

Anyway, I decided I wanted to get a new journal as I really hate this username, haha.
So if you want to add my new journal x_bethanyy.
No hard feelings if you don't want ti, it's fine :) I'll add everyone I want to be friends with soon :)
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"We created a society where football players and fashion models are astronomically paid, constantly flaunt their wealth and behave as they please, and are treated as gods in the media. This leads young people to aspire to fame and wealth. But instead receive unemployment, poverty and an uncertain future. And now we are surprised when they rebel?"
(Rob, London, comments on BBC)
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Hey everyone :) Remember me? Haha, probably not!
I just thought I should update here, I feel so guilty not updating or commenting or anything. I'm on Tumblr most of the time.

Hmm, what can I say? Well I had two exams in the summer. I don't want to jinx it but I think they went really well. Hopefully I'll get an A, but I'll be happy with a B. All I need is enough to get into uni.

I'm really nervous about uni, not that I'd ever admit that to anyone. Bit I'm scared I won't make any friends. I can't talk to people, I just can't. I don't know, maybe I'm over reacting. We'll just have to wait and see.

See, I never have anything of importance or interest to say.

Toodles :)
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OK, I feel like I should post here, cause I feel quilty for not posting.
Well, not much has happened. Not much ever happens. I just go to school and come home. I don't know, I don't really talk to many people. I've been feeling kinda lonely lately, but what can you do?

Hmm... Exams coming up soon. I only have 2. The 20th of May and the 20th of June. I hate exams, always turn into a nervous wreck, but they have to be done.

So, after school I'll be going to uni in September. I'm kind of scared, well OK very scared. I'm not really feeling too excited about going. To be honest I have low expectations of it. I don't know, like I haven't made friends at school so why would I make them at uni? I don't know how I'm going to cope. My parents keep saying they hope I'll "come out of my shell", I don't really expect to.

Argh, I have nothing interesting to say and I'm just complaining, so I'm going to go.
Hope you are all OK.